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Monday, February 23, 2009 ♥

well, gotten some free samples of tarots(for myself)

see if its really true re: myself..

Sun in Taurus:

Your soul development in this lifetime involves fully immersing yourself in matter,

the physical world, and your senses. The ramifications of this are many.

First of all, chua meiyi, you very much enjoy the fruits of

the earth in a simple, uncomplicated way.

You have a deep rapport with nature and its rhythms,

and if you cannot live in the country,

you need at least to have a view of some natural beauty or

to be surrounded with living or growing things.

You have a strong affinity for plants.

Regular contact with the land, forests,

mountains, or your garden restores you,

and without it you lose your center and your peace.

When you are at your best,

you function like a healthy animal,

following what your instincts and your senses tell you.

Your well known stubbornness and resistance to

change is in part a reflection of your strong need to

follow your own instincts and proceed at your own natural pace.

As a wise one once phrased it

"A soul must never be pushed or driven,

but allowed to unfold naturally, like a flower blossoming

bit by bit in the sunshine".

This sense of a natural unfolding process underlies

your tendency to be both steadily patient

and very obstinate when faced with the need

to make sudden moves or adapt to changes.

Furthermore, chua meiyi, your contribution

in life has to do with,

building (solid foundations, assets, structures),

and continuing, sustaining, and

preserving what has already been attained

(thus, your disinclination to embrace innovation or change).

Your willfulness, which is quite strong,

has the qualities of the earth itself

- heavy, immovable, dense, enduring, and constant,

and in terms of character or soul development

this may work for or against you.

You are not easily impacted or influenced by others,

and you tend to ignore subtle hints and

clues that you are not on the right track.

Thus, chua meiyi,

you will persist in an endeavor until you are

shown in some very gross,

unmistakable way that you cannot or should not.

In this way, you can make some egregious errors,

carving deep grooves or patterns

which are very hard to change.

listened to the sweet sound @ 7:43 PM

Sunday, February 22, 2009 ♥

well, im not sure wat kind of clumsy stuffs i'll do next.
haix.
while openiin an ampule yest, cut myself. deep.
goodness. bleed profusely.
though i've pressed it for long time.
worst still, i was alone.
my blood jus couldn listen to my command. stop flowin. haaa.
hab to stop my colleague's conversation with a pt's relative to get help.
ppl start to look at me. index fingers gt bandaged up. so thick.
cos its pressure bandage.
was handicapped. cant do normal routine. cos it hurts. dun wanna make the wound worse.
some said, its considered: industrial accident. is it>?

simple things like sweepin and moppin floor needs extra time to accomplished
bruised my foot while doin laundry. jus bcos i dun hab tat much energy..

index finger is really impt``

forgot to take clothes into bathroom when plannin to shower..
omg. wat happened to me?
im not sure.

listened to the sweet sound @ 7:42 PM