Saturday, June 28, 2008 ♥
heart is in a flutter.
saw him yest.. oh my..! he's still as cute as always..
haa, ended up findin out tat ther's one more ppl who admires him..!
blushed..!
but was happy to be able to see him.
it jus satisfies me..
gee.
listened to the sweet sound @ 11:10 PM
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went k yest. din actually want to reach home early..
tat's alicia..
beat, wat to do? haa.
did went back to my old house to take a look..
din expect to hab so many memories returning..
brain was flooded with memories.
the past life style which i had
the place wher we literally burn paper lantern on mid lantern's festival..!
wher i sit to practice trombone
my 2 lil sis playin teacher teacher, used the corridor's wall as their white board..!
wher we used to bring our dearest and darlings (xiao hei, xiao bai and their cluster families for exercise) they'll nv failed to sniffed their way to tis part..
the place wher we usually bring them to eat grass
the newly built multi function hall jus b4 we shifted house
gardened like now...
my place wher my eye sight will always fall upon when i returned home from all places to find out if any ppl is at home..
standard.. haa.
the lift's sound, lift door.
it all remains the same as like b4.
except tat the cluster of buildin hab been repainted..
oh my, how i really wish... tat.. if i were to continue stayin ther..
missed my past..! terribly.
and wat's worst? as im so kuku..
din know tat train service still caters passengers ard 12mn on sat till sm told me
anyway, took cab home. wasted $$ not again..!
listened to the sweet sound @ 10:36 PM
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sometimes, we hab to get other life support from many other ppl out ther
wont collapsed easily if the other party is not ard.
we got to be strong sometimes.
life is uncontrollable, unpredictable.
u might be well kickin tis moment, but gaspin for breathe the next.
tat's how weak we, as humans are.
gettin into a relationship with surroundin frens and habin faith can b helpful.
at least, they'll b ther for emotional support, if u eva need one.
death, is easy.
but to those victims who survived-
its gonna be hard for them to carry on, things as per normal.
traumatic. shadowed.
u got to be strong..!
listened to the sweet sound @ 3:15 AM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 ♥
lookin forward to comin sat's program..
yea..! pay day is comin soon..!
finally.
got to pay for lotsa things.
sis's sch fees. bla bla bla.
cant think of any things off hand.
still cant get rid of " crossin road" phobias.
get frightens wheneva thers lots of cars in a busy road..
hesitate to jay walk...
cos of the incident tat happens yrs back.
the image jus flashes back wheneva i tried to jay walked across.
frens hab laughed at me for runnin across like little kids..
haa..
im tryin hard to get it over.
victims get hurt physically. onlookers or ppl like me, jus had to suffer tis kind of enotional trauma thru out my entire life.
good if i can walked out of tis shadow. bad if i cant. leave it all to fate.
pls dun b deceived by my smiles and laughters.
deep down, im... stressed and troubled.
every families hab their own prob.
so do mine..
cope it well
listened to the sweet sound @ 1:55 AM
Monday, June 23, 2008 ♥
yea.. finally finish catchin 恶作剧之吻 2...
yipee.. tat's really nice..! cute couple..~
happy.. though lotsa tears shed..
listened to the sweet sound @ 4:27 AM