Wednesday, September 9, 2009 ♥
090909
yea.. wat a special date.
some say long lastin,
while others say its police day.
999.
went singin with colleagues..
tat was fun..
happy incidents were often linked with sadness
true.
was informed of xxx events last min.
all the details.
fancy even askin me
"u know rite?"
when i wasn even aware of it, at all
dampened feelin. emo.
i dun longed for u to understand wat hab been gg thru
me, tat makes me fly u guys kite
dun longed for u to sms or call me
and ask a single details of wat's happenin ard me at
tat time b4 joinin u
precisely bcos i dun longed for
tat's y i've decided to send u a msg
to summarise everything
for u to see the light
was unsure wat's ur feelin or reaction
is gonna b like
would u show "them",
qn my sms
or treat it as rubbish, nonsense
i dun care
wat's botherin me, rite now
is for u to know the truth
though my impulses action spells trouble
loses 3 frens in a day?
doesn bother me anymore
dun wish to b hurt and cry
again
by the same person
dun wish to b the 2nd chen xin yi
who naively tot tat
ppl will change for the better
i dun bother.
jus hope tat u wont call me for verification
cos emotional breakdown might occurs
for the 3rd time,
today.
listened to the sweet sound @ 7:04 AM