Tuesday, June 24, 2008 ♥
lookin forward to comin sat's program..
yea..! pay day is comin soon..!
finally.
got to pay for lotsa things.
sis's sch fees. bla bla bla.
cant think of any things off hand.
still cant get rid of " crossin road" phobias.
get frightens wheneva thers lots of cars in a busy road..
hesitate to jay walk...
cos of the incident tat happens yrs back.
the image jus flashes back wheneva i tried to jay walked across.
frens hab laughed at me for runnin across like little kids..
haa..
im tryin hard to get it over.
victims get hurt physically. onlookers or ppl like me, jus had to suffer tis kind of enotional trauma thru out my entire life.
good if i can walked out of tis shadow. bad if i cant. leave it all to fate.
pls dun b deceived by my smiles and laughters.
deep down, im... stressed and troubled.
every families hab their own prob.
so do mine..
cope it well
listened to the sweet sound @ 1:55 AM