Monday, June 9, 2008 ♥
hab been feelind emo and down today.
had one big qn in mind.
==== am i stupid?===
jus, xxx makes me feel so. vexed.
am i really suitable for icu/hd settings?
if not, wat's my career prospect gonna b like in the future?
looks damn bleak all of a sudden.
======wat'll happen if im dyin at the age of 20?======
i'll probably feel tat heaven is bein so unfair to me.
at the age of enjoyment and socialisin, he's gg to bring me back.
but, tat'll prob ends all my suffering in tis earth ba.
im jus leavin earlier than anyone of my frens, cherishin the moments more than anyone on earth, and gettin most laughter out of an ordinary act.
afterall, i do hope tat ppl will laugh and send me off, instead of cursing and swearing.
crucial stage as it is, i wont try to win empathy from ppl i dun really know.
tat's jus too fake and unreal. true frenship comes as it may.
no point tryin to make ppl pity u for tat.
the world will always b a nicer view when u knw u're gg to die...
suddenly, u starts to appreciate everything.
grab hold of wat comes next. i wish u all the best.
though i may not b the person by ur bedside.
wat's more, a request from ur god mom.
im simpy sorry.
listened to the sweet sound @ 2:42 AM