wonderful day

2010-01-31T03:20:00.000-08:00

had, mixed feelings.
gt no one to tell to.
jus, gt to bottled it deep down..

2010-01-09T22:58:00.000-08:00

oh well, time to update my rusty blog!!

been to soup spoon for the 2nd time in my life.

n tis set seems attractive!

pose!

set w/o the bread! yummy.

clam chowder!

hab been quite obsessed with my baby..

a lil aft xmas..

so much so tat i bring her out to shop n walk!

in my arms..

she jus seems comfortable!

*lovely dovey*

her "pram.."

though it looks quite cramp..

my baby posin,..

in clothes basket. jus couldn stp admirin her!

tat innocent look of hers!

O.o im gg crazy~~~

ok, last poto shot b4 we ends the day..

tis interestin pic!

guess wat is it?

2009-12-31T20:51:00.000-08:00

xmas jus ended..

and these are the gifts from colleagues to colleagues..

wow..

time really passes by more quickly than i've anticipated.

am older by 1yr le.. shag!!

xmas tree.. d.i.y

went out with pei recently.

ate in one if the cafe which has gt tis

special mushroom soup in

pumpkin like tis. tot it was amazin..

tis three cuddlers are those tat im quite obsessed with lately.

tried all stunts to make sure tat presented cute in my eyes..

till i was sort of described "act cute" as compared with my age!

another example. cute, rite? jus couldn stop admiring!!

random pics again.. using satio. its quite a challenge..

cos i've gt a mission.

tat's to cover up n camouflage my imperfections!!

amazed by glow in the dark pdts given by clubs..

habin some fun with it..

oh man!! it certainly looks cool with 90% of clubbers wearin them!

all sorts of designs, color and creative patterns!

its actually meant to b made into a big specs.

we're simply too restless to read the simply instructions on the package!

and tat results in tis wrist thingy!

no time to waste for the party ahead..

its.. time chasin as we count down hastily to 2010 yest!!

with BJ really givin me a surprise by turnin up n bein so enthu.

lettin her hair down tis time (1st time), with us!!

gonna cele8.. yoyoyo!!

grand lightings tat greeted us in the middle of clarke quay..!

2009-11-12T19:24:00.000-08:00

doesnt feel like workin nowadays.

practically dragged myself to ttsh.

argh..

hate myself for tis.

roster was simply ridiculous!

its either too many off days cramped tog,

or off days were like weeks apart.

longed for a long holi. help!!!

2009-11-04T22:29:00.001-08:00

had a happy n memorable time yest..

with poly frens..

started out n ended with cute stuffs..

kiddy palace

mini toons..

arcade..

lol..

met a weird guy..

winked at hana,

keep on gazin at us..

simply makes my hair stand!!

-pukin-

2009-11-03T19:50:00.000-08:00

din know this fact.

tat milk tea left over a day couldn b consumed!

so, one fine day, i stupidly drank it from the fridge aft shift!

dun wanna waste it..

but the smell of it is still normal..

except tat i had an queasy feelin aft drinkin,

2 mouthful!!!!!

bein strong,

no diarrhoea. lucky me!!!

gt flu jab yest.

acc by lotsa "supporters"

though they claim morally support me..

but , guess they're jus scare tat i run away..

lol.. some still stand behind and grabbin me..

when i was fillin up forms..

lol..

numbness follows!!

2009-11-02T19:02:00.000-08:00

back to work aft off days and nite duty..

sian.. pm shift nowadays is like shit..

long workin hrs (aftn hrs dragged, it seems)

more duties.. sigh.. lots of changes..

anyway, still copin well.

longed for last time workin hrs..

din really mind if i gt one more day off within 2 weeks..

doesn make any difference to me..

went to b a make up model..

jio esther. but was ps last min.

bcos of piano lesson.

re-scheduled.

went alone lo. no choice..

make up artistes are jumpin alr..

ate mac for dinner tat day.
din know tat they all oso went ther with empty stomach
till lessons over..

everybody started shoutin hungry. haven had dinner.
guilty. extremely.

plus, i clumsily over turned one std's makeup item.
which costs 80bucks.

worst of all, its like freshly opened that particular day.
oh man..

the feelin is very bad lo..

2009-10-29T04:50:00.000-07:00

tv screen went black out

ended up transformer is the cause.

dead.

hab to pay 170bucks to get it repair.

habin a smaller one in place.

omg.,

ya, tis makes me treasure our original ones more.

habin a bigger and better quality tv..

was pretty bored at home nowadays.

doin nth.

wanted to jio frens out,

but,. they're simply occupied..

tat makes me even mad.

cos im....

doin nth to pass time!!

2009-10-14T01:48:00.000-07:00

busy nite shift nowadays!

wat's happening?!

sigh~~

legs r kept occupied with walkin

up n down the aisle.

admitted 2 patients within 2 hrs!

wat the~~

tat's called- pure biasness!

bully. unfair.

din voice my unhappiness doesn mean im a push over!

too much!

senior cant bully junior till like tat too.

haix. cant say much,

since im only, but a small fly.

with no stands to say things.

wat's the tok bout equality, then?

when u ppl keep "bullyin" the weaks!

vex bout changin shift on fri.

weekends plus eve of deepavali..

hard plus difficult.

cant get wat i wan!

sorry.

can only attend litings's party aft work,

which is like 10pm ++?

heard tat mayb there's a party aft tat?

but, can i attend?

2nd round belongs to eunice's sis de han's nite.

wow.. she's gettin married..

ya, was being poured by her, with ice..

tat's embarrassin..

shy.

and, jus gt a call from max.

tat's the 3rd round!

omg. wat's happening?!

hopefully i get to survive thru fri and sat's dawn!

control control control..

control alcoholic consumption!

sad, cos sat im pm shift..

cant really enjoy or "ton"

anw, my bdae card for liting's 21st is almost done.

happy!

yea..

waitin for fri to come!!

2009-09-29T00:42:00.000-07:00

as the old saying goes:

anger is jus like a timeless bomb

one slight push and it'll explode

agree.

my personality is as such.

mm, will usually keep trouble to myself

unless really know xx bery well,

then confidement will help!

nided a buddy to BLAST off my troubles!

vex. family prob.

ya. conference might take place any sooner.

let it b.

we mus laugh more when sadness takesplace.

hahahaha...

2009-09-23T23:39:00.000-07:00

lotsa things on my mind.

under influence or not, im nt too sure.

jus tat suddenly hab gt some plans ahead

plans

learn korean
get a cambridge english cert (once again)
early childhood practice cert
nursing advance dip/degree

sigh~~~~~

all these req lotsa $$$ aft the initial enquiry

wat to do?

tat's life!

-----------------------------------------------

it keeps hanging on my mind

bcos im like a fool

and can only watch u from afar

your heart may look away from me

and so,

we could become strangers

jus like a fool

i cant even say tht i love u bcos

we're afraid of the wait that comes upon us

aft we meet

it'll be painful and sad

2009-09-13T03:00:00.000-07:00

as it appears to b a borin, warm sun

did wat most ppl would do

online.

engaged myself in helpin my fren

to do her assignment.

dots.

tat's horrible. diff.

latroube. eekk.

all self study.

alrite. perhaps im jus used to

spoon feedin.

went diggin out all

my nyp's lec notes.

tat was

yrs ago till thick dust collected.

tat could b a good thing aft all.

guess wat?

found a big envelope.

tat's when my excited sun starts~!

past memories flood me.

letters, cards.

my dark days.

bein hospitalised.

omg. really. touched and elated

tat ive gotten a bunch

of good frens.

haha..

cheers to frenship!!

2009-09-09T07:04:00.000-07:00

090909

yea.. wat a special date.

some say long lastin,

while others say its police day.

999.

went singin with colleagues..

tat was fun..

happy incidents were often linked with sadness

true.

was informed of xxx events last min.

all the details.

fancy even askin me

"u know rite?"

when i wasn even aware of it, at all

dampened feelin. emo.

i dun longed for u to understand wat hab been gg thru

me, tat makes me fly u guys kite

dun longed for u to sms or call me

and ask a single details of wat's happenin ard me at

tat time b4 joinin u

precisely bcos i dun longed for

tat's y i've decided to send u a msg

to summarise everything

for u to see the light

was unsure wat's ur feelin or reaction

is gonna b like

would u show "them",

qn my sms

or treat it as rubbish, nonsense

i dun care

wat's botherin me, rite now

is for u to know the truth

though my impulses action spells trouble

loses 3 frens in a day?

doesn bother me anymore

dun wish to b hurt and cry

again

by the same person

dun wish to b the 2nd chen xin yi

who naively tot tat

ppl will change for the better

i dun bother.

jus hope tat u wont call me for verification

cos emotional breakdown might occurs

for the 3rd time,

today.

2009-09-06T19:56:00.000-07:00

slept poorly yest

keept tossin, yucks.

hates it!

finally my long awaited annual leaves are here

though i pre-booked tis slot

but no plans ahead.

sort of worried tat its gonna b wasted

gg down the drain?

shld hab some thing more fun waitin ba?

haha,, makin joy out of...

can i?

went for dickson's 21st

stayed on like, longer then we've anticipated

as we re-calls our childhood activities

playin swing and "monkey bars"

ya.. wait for esther to upload them``

its ah bee's bdae today..

dunno wat to get her,..

so choosy. sigh..

choco cake or strawberry cake later??

hmm..~~~~~~

2009-08-25T00:05:00.000-07:00

yoyoyo..

sept is comin.

it do seems abit too fast.aug.

come and goes like

wind?

haha..

w/o the norm countin down to pay day

anyway, better stop my nonsence

ther's enough at work alr.

as laughter continues

yea man..

tat's the spirit.

makes emo goes away for ppl

startin shift..

good deed by me!!

sept comin..

my annual leaves on the way too!!

new roster maker is soo

nice towards me.. plan till nice nice.

let me hab a long week.

one word for her.

shiok!!

as events unfold ard sept.

time for cam whore.,~~

aha..

catchin with grps tml

club with grps on sat

fren's bdae party on 5th sept

bee's bdae on 7th sept.

omg.. too much la``

aft annual leaves,

guess i'll prob back to very emo emo

stage.

jiao transfer to icu

no more kaki

no gig and lookin forward when gg ward

wat to do?

jus hab to keep jokin ard..

i guess..

will u,

silly laughter, follows me?

2009-08-17T20:26:00.000-07:00

went ice skatin yest.

waited for long b4 habin one

the feelin is damn shiok.

took the wrong bus till reached eunos

in the end gotta cab down to kallang leisure park.

heh..

get to knoe some new frens.

skated tog.

hongkies.

wow. they're damn energetic.

with programs fully lined.

salute. haha..

walked from kallang to geylang

to makan aft tat.

blisters. tired.

is all tat i can say.

packed durian home too.

din know the fact tat we cant bring durian

on baord public transport lo.

omg.

luckily i bought the packed ones.

howeva hard and tight the wrappin is.

aroma still came out in the end.

ya, feignin ignorance is all

tat i can do.

cravings satisfied aft so long..

happy conclusions..``

2009-08-16T21:16:00.000-07:00

cant really deferentiate the btw

mosq bite and love bite

blushed.

ya, a joke was made out of it

plus thers numerous patterns of love bite.

some said,

next time my bf-to-be gave me, i'll

sure b makin a joke out of it..

bla bla bla..

wanted a line across my neck instead of one particular

spot at neck region.

ya, laughter and embarassment follows``

2009-08-16T21:09:00.000-07:00

help.. the noise comin frm construction work

is simply makin my head burst

noise pollution.

ruin my mood early in the am sia.

im not so easily defeated.

gonna realeased myself with activity later.

luckily its "lunch" time for them

constr work was halted

for a while.

silent and peace finally

falls into place

at last!!

ya, was named

"old waman"- lao cha bo

by sis yest.

ironic sia..

cant stand her..

wateva..

anyway was nick-named used liao..

satisfied my stomach.

went for dessert aft such

a period of cravings``

burbur hitam``

though it seems like

bird shit aft mixin coconut sauce

hah..

too bad, no durian in sight..

if not, the combi would b great``

unforgettable nite man..

took procodin

and slept eva so soundly

pig.

till several of msg and missed calls

seen in the middle of nite``

gasp!!

sorry for the delay in ansin and smsin

hee hee..

2009-08-16T02:59:00.000-07:00

我们学着将回忆剪断

拒绝想念的试探

曾经以为总会找到

说服自己的答案

情绪却在风浪平息后

被一通电话打翻

我已经渐渐习惯

忙碌把生活填满

和自己分享晚餐

试着活得更理所当然

对感情顺其自然

只是我还不明白

失去你的天空

为何看来不那么蔚蓝

2009-08-16T02:47:00.000-07:00

fun durin last nite's dinner outing

lau pat sat

yes.

definitely will go back again for the

satay and (dessert)which i missed out..

hah..

alone!!

but the fact tat we gotta rushed back

to work aft dinner

was such a let down..

hah..

smelled of bbq..

but fun was the utmost impt``

tok bout the bermuda's triangle issue
durin nite shift
intereestin
researched. impresseddddd..
curiosity aroused.
with pic for illustraion and all.

had made up my mind

yes, determined.

=if u love sth let it go

if it comes back to u it's urs, if it doesnt

it nv was=

i can do it.

to slowly let go

to fully occupy my spare time

disallowin my mind to run awild

thinkin of every small lil moments

happenin ard u

i'll get use to it

slowly

being back to my normal self,

normal rountine.

one sided love is indeed

tough

2009-08-15T00:43:00.000-07:00

ya, strange things do happened.

like last nite.

was nite shift apparently.

im pretty sure i saw my manager

walkin and makin her detour

and chattin with one of our colleague

=ps, saw thru the side of my eyes=

but it seems i was the only

o0ne hu witness tis whole event

big hoo-ha.

damn scare.

even the drs was qn.

din saw too.

i only made the matter worse.

made everybody shivers,

hah..

s.t.r.a.n.g.e

2009-08-15T00:36:00.000-07:00

saw a no of strange incidents

happened along work path

retarded mother,

who drools even while waitin for bus

is actually a mother of 3!!

ther's one toddler included.

wonderin how could she takes care of them..

when she herself nids to b taken care of.

amazin!!

an old ah pek came boardin the bus

with a bag tat looks like

PCA(patient control analgesia)

wth..

hah.. gg crazy with things i saw..

was feelin down bcos of a frens breakup

bein slow and stupid,

still went to reconcilate

found out later tat i was

bein a KPO rather

tat it only makes the matter worse

not help..!

but i plainly tot,

mayb i should giv some concerns

to both parties.

im wrong.

im sorry.

ap.p.l.e.

for both of u``

learnt my lesson.

adults should bear the responsibilites

of their own actions.

frens concern at tis point of time

is rather,

helpless.

2009-08-13T21:09:00.000-07:00

把爱你撒在每一夜

想念你没有终点

贴上甜蜜的画面

期待爱我的留言

每个细节仿佛都看得见

闭上眼睛渴望你出现

how do i make u love me a lil more

自言自语的对白

对着电脑在发呆

爱情不是说忘记就说声 bye2

思念成为了适好

渴望攒上了爱情的起点

2009-08-13T21:00:00.000-07:00

feel tat i can no longer had u alone

tat i shld let go

soon

can i really do tis?

will i succeed?

if only all tis hadn happened

if only i hadn known n met u

tis decision is makin all hard

my emotions

can i still hold onto?

everything i see or heard jus

let me reminds of u

unknowingly

m i gg crazy??

losing my mind soon.

it seems

已到了无可自拔的地步

太晚了吗？

2009-08-13T01:54:00.000-07:00

wow. long time din blog liao..
slpt early yest. from 7pm till.. 6am in the dawn
omg. tat's 11hrs ba..
bless me``
hah..
chat on phone and out for breakfast..
wat's wrong with FB tis few days?
damn slow in uploadin pic sia..
patience wearin thin liao..
anyway, jiao, uploadin here is oso the same ba..
hah.. jus copy and paste..

our national day outing``

hmm

nice view

longest escalator

2009-07-23T21:36:00.000-07:00

wow wow wow

my long awaited off day is finally here

wat a long workin week!

updates>

wat's wrong with XXXXX?

ppl has been like hissin tis and tat into my ears

RE: him and me

jus find tat wheneva he's ard me,

workload jus couldn help but jammed

ya, its like not movin at all,

though it shld b the other way round..

gg to do double facial for frens later

movie perhaps aft tat?

outings jus lined themselves automatically infront of me

gonna grab hold of these events and..

cam whore``

short getaways.

ya. taipei couldn go

so, bangkok is the next.``

any suggestions as to which place is a mus-visit?

2009-07-17T23:26:00.001-07:00

was locked in house yest.

argh.. how could such a thing happened?

well.. hah, manage to survive the hunger..

maggi is my savior..

travel plan turns sour as i browse thru online..

accorin to the statistics,

taipei's highest incident of havin typhoon is ard aug and sept..

arrrrrrrrrrr...

and i was so ga-ga bout taipei..

its night market

shoppin

eateries

sceneries..

now hab to re-plan..

2009-07-17T23:21:00.000-07:00

now tat roster has changed for the nite shift

gettin use to it..

has pros and cons as usual..

heard of jarkata bombin recently.

on standby..

but the thing is, we're almost full house..``

hah..

anyway, news were reported tat it could b suicide bomb.

was jus thinkin, if tat individual wanted to commit suicide, then

jus do it..

wat for drag innocence ppl to go as well..

wat the..

and now, makin the countries surroundin jarkarta jittering..

tat particular person has indeed succeed, in makin a lime light for himself..

2009-07-07T03:47:00.000-07:00

had a busy day

all was tagged with one sn except for me..

pts kept askin me: y r u alone? looks so bz.

yah. i was stunned still..

luckily still gt some help.

anyway, was pretty frustrated n annoyed esp when ther's no phone in a cubicle.

ya, realised the imptance of phone now..

im sorry, dear phone..

and tat @#$%6 house officer.

was damn %^&*()&$#

ya, i will rem u for makin tat stupid comment.

gosh. tat's really steppin on my tail le lo.

cant u say smthin nice or at least, not to tat extend.

wat's the use of studyin for a doctorate degree when u say tat kind of statements?

$%&(^$@!

long tiring day

2009-07-02T04:57:00.000-07:00

9 hrs of workin hrs.
omg. besides on-course,
still gt to go back ward to help out..
esp tedious when it came to shiftin wards lo..
goodness. so many things to transfer.
all movable things tat can b removed are to b transferred.
pantin..

had a fun time durin practical..
cos the assessor is sis voom ping..
hah. she damn nice. esp joke ard lo..
luckily gt her..

ya, and kat, couldnt recognised my voice ar...

2009-06-26T22:48:00.000-07:00

was almost driven up the wall and crazy by my pts yest nite

argh.. confuse too much..

made me bz the whole nite

attention on them man``

seekers

try pullin out all the tubes and bite them

is none of my biz..

argh`` been tryin very hard to make sure everything is in place..

woke up to listen my sis grumbling

sayin tat she blog hopped

saw her pri scg fren's pic

all turned out prettier and more handsome

but she's still......

hmm, perhaps,

bee, u'll evolution is slower.

but tat doesnt means u're not pretty wor..

2009-06-25T20:12:00.000-07:00

well, im all sooooo

excited and gaga over penghu island..

beautiful scenery,,

shall i target tat place for the next get aways?

hab checked the cafe tat really caught my attention recently

cosafe maid bar
haha..

shall i go work p/t ther jus for the sake of thier cute uni

which costs bout 200bucks?

wow.. kawaii~~~

2009-06-25T07:18:00.000-07:00

stagnant-ed blog for quite some time.

and it actually came as a shock piece of news to me

tat sm r still viewin my blog.

sorry ppl, for bein such a let-down..
hah..

brand new ones..

here it comes..

facial n facial

tat's my off day's life

done 2 models in a row
n indeed, time mgt did played an impt role

1st customer- JL

2nd pei jing

who's gonna b the 3rd?

hah. anyway, hope u guys enjoyed it.

though ther's stil room for improvement..

was super hungry in the midst of doin facial for PJ

so much so tat my stomach gave a loud ROAL

hah. ps.

gobbled down the buffet food.

oh man,, such a disgrace for ladies like me..

WJ, sorry for not informin u lo..

wanted u to hab sufficient rest la..

hah..

anyway, check below pics out.
see if its wat u wan..
let me know again..

2009-03-25T04:53:00.000-07:00

stagnant blog?

doubt so. jus waitin for more excitin stuffs to begin with..

jus finished my nite.

and its 25th.

pay day

normally tis day is wat everybody is waitin for

but..

hur hur

xx wanted to compare my payslip with her

asked me to print out and keep on comparin

was esp sad when mine is higher

im dumb.

to allow her to view mine

so comparisons..

wanted to request some special shifts near my bdae

took it upon herself

tat i was plannin to get DO on her bdae

to attend her party!!

couldn believe.

she was too herself.

dunno how to describe..

was asked to go Breakfast tog with her.

how am i supposed to reject her, man``!

and so, drag my tired body ther``

nite shifts has been smooth so far..

jus hope for the better.

gt a dinner and chill out date with frens comin fri.

date and time has yet to confirm

tis was so headache.

cant find one suitable and nice place

anyway,

was really lookin forward to fri

fire drill commence on fri too

all am shift staffs had to attend

sorry pei

cant meet u aft work le

guess the fire drill stuffs will end quite late

cousin's weddin was romance

ideal and sweet

loved those musical talents played those sweet melodies

as they entered the hall``

memorable.

isk posted some of the olden band days pics

saw myself ther.

goodness

i was damn

ugly

nerdy

"betty"

hur hur..

2009-03-11T01:20:00.000-07:00

was astonished at wat my horoscope was being predicted.

for once, its like mentionin me. except no names..

omg. is it really my day?

is it really a kind of encouragements?

Overview
If you're bummed that your life seems to be all about work

and not at all about having fun right now,

you need to think about the future.

Remind yourself that all of this hard work is

going to pay off,

eventually.

When you were a kid,

pedaling your bicycle up to the top of

a big hill wasn't very enjoyable but you did it anyway

-- because once you got to the top you could

coast all the way down at breakneck speed!

The effort you are exerting today

might be stressful,

but it will be worth it.

2009-03-04T19:49:00.000-08:00

sore throat has been with me since the past nite shifts

toleratin, tryin not to let myself hab MCs

yes, finally overrrrrrrrrrrrr

successfully

went with bintan with alicia on my slpin day

its on the 2nd march.

ferry leavin at 1110hrs..

rushed home to pack and out i went.

w/o slpin wor``

the smell of sea water

and sight of the tones of sea

overlappin clouds

jus make me wonders.

ok la, did nap while in ferry``

haha..

forgot to bring my lozenges and maxalon``!

only realized it onboard.

shit.

alrite, luckily din vomit.

bintan is a nich and relaxin place as its named.

but a little disappointment swept thru me..

no snorkelin trip on WEEKDAYS!

can only snorkel rag seashore..

wat's the point of rentin the snorkel set when ther ain as many fishes to see?

weird rite?

and, beaches ther closed at 5pm..

which means evenin walk ard beaches...cancelled.

cannot enjoy the evenin sea breeze and sunset from the far end..

i was like..

argggggghhhhhhhhh``

so many rules..

red flag means no swimmin

when the waves are big..

no fun lei..

expenses are all sing currency..

makes us ponder for long period..

though we din mind usin ruppiah.

ex ex ex``!

such a relief to return back to sing lo..

anyway,

illness acc.

sore throat

flu

giddy

menses cramp

all at one shot.

worse still

bp 100/70

i consider it low for me

dr says i gonna do some exercise

to breathein deeper

faint``

2009-02-23T19:43:00.001-08:00

well, gotten some free samples of tarots(for myself)

see if its really true re: myself..

Sun in Taurus:

Your soul development in this lifetime involves fully immersing yourself in matter,

the physical world, and your senses. The ramifications of this are many.

First of all, chua meiyi, you very much enjoy the fruits of

the earth in a simple, uncomplicated way.

You have a deep rapport with nature and its rhythms,

and if you cannot live in the country,

you need at least to have a view of some natural beauty or

to be surrounded with living or growing things.

You have a strong affinity for plants.

Regular contact with the land, forests,

mountains, or your garden restores you,

and without it you lose your center and your peace.

When you are at your best,

you function like a healthy animal,

following what your instincts and your senses tell you.

Your well known stubbornness and resistance to

change is in part a reflection of your strong need to

follow your own instincts and proceed at your own natural pace.

As a wise one once phrased it

"A soul must never be pushed or driven,

but allowed to unfold naturally, like a flower blossoming

bit by bit in the sunshine".

This sense of a natural unfolding process underlies

your tendency to be both steadily patient

and very obstinate when faced with the need

to make sudden moves or adapt to changes.

Furthermore, chua meiyi, your contribution

in life has to do with,

building (solid foundations, assets, structures),

and continuing, sustaining, and

preserving what has already been attained

(thus, your disinclination to embrace innovation or change).

Your willfulness, which is quite strong,

has the qualities of the earth itself

- heavy, immovable, dense, enduring, and constant,

and in terms of character or soul development

this may work for or against you.

You are not easily impacted or influenced by others,

and you tend to ignore subtle hints and

clues that you are not on the right track.

Thus, chua meiyi,

you will persist in an endeavor until you are

shown in some very gross,

unmistakable way that you cannot or should not.

In this way, you can make some egregious errors,

carving deep grooves or patterns

which are very hard to change.

2009-02-22T19:42:00.000-08:00

well, im not sure wat kind of clumsy stuffs i'll do next.
haix.
while openiin an ampule yest, cut myself. deep.
goodness. bleed profusely.
though i've pressed it for long time.
worst still, i was alone.
my blood jus couldn listen to my command. stop flowin. haaa.
hab to stop my colleague's conversation with a pt's relative to get help.
ppl start to look at me. index fingers gt bandaged up. so thick.
cos its pressure bandage.
was handicapped. cant do normal routine. cos it hurts. dun wanna make the wound worse.
some said, its considered: industrial accident. is it>?

simple things like sweepin and moppin floor needs extra time to accomplished
bruised my foot while doin laundry. jus bcos i dun hab tat much energy..

index finger is really impt``

forgot to take clothes into bathroom when plannin to shower..
omg. wat happened to me?
im not sure.

2009-02-21T19:33:00.000-08:00

headache..
ya, long time din update blog.
blame it on my roster`` and ofcos my addiction to fb and dramas``

plannin a short getaways to malaysia recently. to unscrew. chill.
in dilemma between, langkawi and redang.
though the latter one, to which i've visited b4.
dun really mind gg again.
its beautiful. heard that there will b a new beach. with blue sand on it..
cant imagine how its gonna looks like man``

sea water is damn clear and bluish green``

calculated the amt nided to go lang. 349. ex than redang.
query-in now. whether its worth it not..
opinion from the floor?
haix..

special thanks to my lao gong, alicia, for qian jiu me..
go beach areas..
haa.. next time i'll go with u to shop``

dun really feel like workin on a sunday`
wat to do?
i can do it``!

2009-02-16T00:32:00.000-08:00

mr ~RIP~

ya, tis is indeed my first =failed resus=

im sorry tat we're unable to hold onto u

time really matters

and i let my emo clings onto me aft tat

am i in a state of ?shock? ?guilt? ?grief? ?denial?

couldnt understand lessser than the simple phrase

(stop all inotropes)

the end.

watchin and waiting for a flat line to appear was really gettin harder for me as sec passes

one shift work. 10hrs with him.

ya, kindled feelings, tat is.

am i considered murderer? accomplice legally?

insomnia settled in rite away. blank stares followed.

well, im really greateful

tat Mr held on to his life so dearly

till the end

till he couldn hab fought much longer

till its time for his last moment

till......

symptoms started to appear one by one, showin worsenin situations

in split secs.

==========RIP=======

life is indeed unpredictable

laugh heartuly

cry out loud

show more concern to frens surounding u

while time allows u to

nobody's gonna knows wat's happenin the very next moment.

u mayb banished frm heaven to hell

or vice versa

and, while im still determined now

wants to b cheerful

hopeful

optimistic

brave

im sure Mr will help me, isnt it?

2009-02-04T19:20:00.000-08:00

ward's bbq day 2 yest
went on my slpin day..
it simply marks my bad hair day too.. cappie``
damn hot la.. no choice. cap is my protection..
start eatin when we get ther
crab, chicken wings.. those normal stuffs..
aft which our cycling journey embarks..``
feel like back to PE time in sec sch..```
sweat plus plus
play in playground
almost gg insane
mini- rock climbin
singing while cycling

cycling scenery

ckear blue sky. fadin and darkenin.

2009-02-01T23:12:00.000-08:00

watched korean drama
- the delightful girl choon hyung

omg.. so touchin..
cried and teared till eye sored..
was asked by colleague yest nite durin shift
how come ur eyes so swollen..
opps``!

2009-01-30T20:14:00.000-08:00

post cny updates``
for no reason, jus feel tat tis yr's cny is abit off
collided with economic recession.

din(s)
-bet and play black jacks
-din receive as much hong baos as previous
-din feel as joyious as previous
-feel closely bonded with relatives
did(s)
-took pics with sista.. lots..-went singin(new)

2009-01-26T18:53:00.000-08:00

tis yr's cny camae abruptly
no feel and mood of cny
mayb its due to my emo-ness ba
somehow feel abit weird..

2009-01-25T04:04:00.000-08:00

woke up in horror

found myself with one red, itch, sore eye

omg..

mc as a result..

haix..

planned to work today's am shift de lo..

dr say its viral conjunctivitis

some more its new yr's eve's consultation

ex +++

happy new yr to all in advance, ppl..!``

2009-01-13T20:53:00.000-08:00

been bz
not much time to update
lots of things happened over the past weekend
considered unhappy?
thought alot over the weekends
tat life is really a roller coaster
no choice to choose
jus hab to accept wateva things tat come our way
though we cant rebels
but could always "rebel" in our mind..

cny is comin..
got to rush to buy some nice new yr's clothes..
really tough buyin
so far din even eyed one yet..
heart break sia..

2009-01-08T03:42:00.000-08:00

tooth extracted yest

finally

blame it on my ignorance towards chewin gum

din know tat it could actually stick so well

so much tat my fillings get sticked out

time passed

decayed tooth naturally grew deeper

till extraction is necessary

things like canal root can help prevent from losin my tooth foreva

but

it simply too ex...

gums swollen

pain

could only afford my mouth to be opened @ 30 degree the most

trouble trouble eatin

my breeakfast

lunch

and dinner

its such a pain

kept the extracted tooth for..

souvenir

haa..

had a new haircut

while waitin for the CNY to arrive..

gonna visit huiyi's house soon..

missed sufi

though he only went in for 2 days..

2009-01-03T21:17:00.000-08:00

went for inderjit's gaughter's 21st bdae party..

turned out not to be the one on my mind one..

still,

life goes on

cam whorin too..!

ppl, pls upload pics..

went drinkin with PJ aft tat..

sad..

keep ps by frens last miin

y y y?

cant go ice skatin le..

haix..

2009-01-01T01:14:00.000-08:00

may all is well in 2009.

new hope for the brand new yr

social circle gets bigger and bigger

hab the ability to smoothen things out

be a better listener

take some time out for mini frens gatherin

cam-whorin on those happy moments

get things tat i hab eyed-on

happy new yr, every1..

workin tonite.

merely slept for 4hrs.
wat happened?

god knows

roster for next week still not out yet

how am i supposed to plan my week>

haix.

sch re-openin tml

well,

it might not affects me directly

but i jus simply missed the times when my sis
is @ home the moment i came back

haa..

chattin non-stop

bla bla bla..

manage to saw the fire works yest from ttsh..

its beautiful.

2008-12-30T20:25:00.000-08:00

its absolutely no joke

no life

workin on

new eve

new yr

and the day aft.

when ppl are happily celebratin

and countin down

for the brand new yr 2009

im sloggin away

in ttsh..

gosh..

2008-12-27T03:26:00.000-08:00

ward census was low..

had a hard time waitiin for time to pass

thousand apologies to nisa

agreed to attend her chalet

chicken-out @ the last min..

ps..

shoppin in ps aft work

was pretty fascinated by my sheer good luck

tat im in a complete piece

tat i reaches home safe and sound

tat im still able to see the clear beautiful sky

tat im still alive..!

wont forget x's glare

those powerful eyes tat seems to say smthing nasty

those ones tat seems almost possible to send shimer down ppl's spine

those tat can laser-d ppl

goodness me..

thank god tat im in high-d

learnt the sense of calm-ness

tat helped in tat kind of situation im in today
managed to disguise in the crowd and avoid x's guard and "supervision"

loved this pic.

simply.

gorgeous.

am i one of his scandal?

aha..

2008-12-22T00:50:00.000-08:00

so much things had happened.

too bz to update, n..

now i'll jus pour out wateva i rem..

haa..

first is ward.

lyin and posin with xmas tree.

mariam's idea.. wowo~~

see? jaicy cuddling me.. haa..

and tis.. the dr very shy..(ps, the one in casual clothes..)

surroundin tree.. min: 3 pax.

all in all.. haa.

happy day by day as my socks gettin fuller n fuller..

went to JB with huiyi n swee meng..

hope i spelled it correctly.

wat a day it was. supposedly plan to meet 930am.

ended up meetin ard 1030am..

goodness. to top it iff, its a sat..

jam all the way..

n, ya, it was my first time gg so deep into JB..

dunno the location..

me and huiyi jus follow swee meng blindly..

haa.

tat's wat ppl hu dunno location does all the time,..!

huiyi sittin on the "swing"

its special..

and her gold hair..

haa..

unique.. a pity its too short, i think..

ICU party..

jabot the singing session,.. haa

im not the only one..

happy that our ward came in first for the performance..

everybody clapped frantically..

3A backed out last min..

wonder y..

tat's jaicy's daughter..

heard from jaicy tat her daughter seldom hold ppl's hand and walk ard..

opps.. im the first, it seems

cos she looks quite surprise to see me holdin her daughter's hand.

she's playful.. keep jumpin and dancin..

haa, cute lil girl..

tat's linda..

so pretty..

specially dressed up as angel..

haiya, she's simply too shy..

xmasss shoppin..

sister's ring, wat u think, bee?

haa..

then ther's this ladies' nite..

went clubbin.

sweet lil corner..

n finally..

our trombone's session outing..

still know a few of them..

haa..

sufi exhibitin his ability to stand on one feet

wonder if he has private tutor..

claimed tat its his first time ice skatin..

anyway, good job in plannin the outing..

its fun..!

diff angle..

see aliff's facial expression..

its simply funny..

snatch our view..

to the ground..

lowest possible..

sweet heart shape..

he looks so ps..

haa..

the trio..!

they got to thank me for supportin them in the middle..

she's alan's fren..

my tutor on tat day..

so coincidental. met her.

get her to teach me some techniques..

frens made.!

grp photos.

3 cheers to those hu made it finally to the middle of the ring..

2008-12-19T04:31:00.000-08:00

today's icu party..

escaped the singin session which we're told off hand to sing..

bad day..

haa..

yea.. 3 cheers to our ward..

we came in first for the performance..

though i missed the show.

shall wait for sab to show us the recorded ones..

haa..

and, jaicy's daughter let me hold her hands..

haa.. carry her even..

so cute la..

small lil girl..

haa..

went for further xmas shoppin..

ate dinner till full

tat's the last resort of eatin sushi.

eatin the center and leavin the seaweed and rice intact.

haa.

2008-12-17T20:00:00.000-08:00

went to watch twilight..

omg. the male lead is simply gorgeous. handsome. able to electrocute u with his eyes..

zzz.. haa.. hair stands..

his plays the role of edward. wonder wat's his real name..

club with colleagues yest..

added trauma to my feet which is alr full of wounds

oh no..!

realised tat it's always much more safer to club with some male frens and a larger grp of frens

in case one becomes drunk..

frens will take care too..

haa..

my dear pei jing, think tat u mus b under some kind of stress la..

its ok.. de-stress it once in a while.. gee

lookin forward to shop 4 some christmas gifts..

haa. so lets 期待吧！！

2008-12-16T20:47:00.000-08:00

went ice skating with trombonists section..
whew.. its fun.
cam-whorin in a big grp..
playin and guidin them to skate..
p.s. though i myself oso not sure of the proper technique..

omg. it was fun fun fun..!
ofcourse fallin down and habin bruises cannot b missed..
gt bruises, blisters and broken skin..
pain..!

went to join trumpet-ists' bbq..
haa..
too bad huiyi cant make it..

2008-12-12T21:18:00.000-08:00

eaten the choco tat eliza gave as a xmas gift..

well, partly..

and i guess tat's wat she wants to tell me..

though not planned..

tat everyone is gifted

some jus opened the package sooner.

hmm, sounds encouragin..

haa.

came across this phrase too..

因为相信，所以愿意。

loved this one..

2008-12-11T18:14:00.000-08:00

busy yest. ended work later than any other am shift ppl..

dunno if its due to my time management prob or its bcos my patients are simply too acute..
in any case, glad tat am shift finally ended..
relieved..

met kat on the way.
had a catch up with her. sweet..
p.s: still considerin whether i should renew my car theory..
wow.. realised it has been a long long time since we saw each other..

anyway, flew to cwp to meet eliza for k-song.

tat's how we looked like aft singin.
haa. vocally drained..

went round shoppin for a while b4 sendin her away..
and we met.. cute little toufu packed in..

met alicia and ron aft tat..
chat and followed up on their daily life..
and to our surprised, all of us were actually watchin the channel u show at 10pm..
discussing bout the scenes in the show..
and realised tat..
eee.. im so slow..

both if them able to guess who the suspect is and i was still like..
huh? y her?
so misleadin..
anyway.. ya.. tired aft one whole day out from home..
started my day, off from home yest bout 0600hrs..!
whew..

drained by the time i fell on my bed..

side track abit..
tis is my beloved xmas sock in ward..
yipee..

2008-12-04T18:14:00.000-08:00

looks nice.. yummy..!

invisible piano

do i look like him? imitation pass or fail?

my facial expression. now i finally understands y nisa will laugh wheneva she saw tat.. haa

haa.. gonna do my christmas shoppin aft gettin 1k back..

hope it's still not too late though..

haix, gt my checklist threw back at me..

haa.. still gt some uncompleted.. opps..

missin wei jiao nowadays..

she's comin back.. yeah. good news..

saw her name on roster next next week..

hee..

things to look forward to

ah tek's arrival in singapore

gettin my 1k back (as promised..)

dad's bdae

wei jiao arrival in singapore

get together with eliza and alicia

christmas shoppin

christmas day
family chalet (though i dunno whether i can make it..)
new yr's countdown

2008-11-30T19:25:00.000-08:00

several unhappy events took place. saddening..

HM uncle called. claimed tat the day b4 was my dad's bdae

asked y we din celebrate for him

WTH.. our own father's bdae we dunno meh?

it's 12th dec, printed on his IC, pls..

he c/o to my grandma when she's back.

ofcos im bein questioned.

omg. AND, she's on her side. said y i din tell her HM UNCLE called, personally?

i was like, mus i tell u, personally? (cos my sis did told her b4hand)

ya, it was my dad's chinese bdae..

so wat? nowadays we're celebratin english de lo..

who hab the extra time to memorise the chinese calender thingy..

pls.. omg.. cold war occurs..

im still as stupid as eva.

lend XX s$1k out of pityness

planned to returned the $$ on sat to me

but coincidentally, XX was for recalled

and would only returned the $$ when he's out of camp

tat would only b on the 10th dec..

goodness, 1k is like 2/3 of my salary lo..

how m i supposed to survive?

help..!

2008-11-29T07:03:00.000-08:00

my rooster is so much better this week..
im simply lovin it..
today slpin day
tml day off
mon ph
tue off

yeah.. can nua liao..
some times, humans r greedy.
i guess at least it applies to me
wanna take more days off
seems tat annual leave is the only way out..
but, tat is oso not veasible..
goodness..

find tat my life has been dull
other than work, its home
haa, not satisfied.
join CC de member
hope tat i could more or less get engaged to some activity..
lack partners ba..

was sad and down bcos of certain things..
jus couldn understand her intentions..
wat's the point of not lettin us go out of house again ard 2215hrs
when we're encouraged to go walk walk ard 2000hrs?
omg..

2008-11-27T00:09:00.000-08:00

somehow or another, i jus tot of our sec 4's form teacher
forget her name
but she has gt this distintive feature and voice.
shorter than me..
big and clear hand writin on white board
her favorite phrase is none other than
u homo-sapiens..~~
wow.. simply missed them now..
loved to see her gettin angry and sayin her words loud limitedly
laughed secretly wheneva we made funny jokes
oh man..
she's simply influencial in her chemistry..!

2008-11-26T23:45:00.000-08:00

yest marks my first nite. one word to describe. busy.
yes. pm shift spread to nite shift.
tot everything would quietened down aft break.
it seems otherwise.
back to runnin track aft break. worse still. couldn sleep.
wasted 2 hrs.. alrite..
and, sorry wei jiao.. cant bid u good bye and bon voyage thru phone cos of interruptions here and there..

finally submited my check list to sister..!

haix... big hoo-ha cos by me not again..
cos of one, PEG..
think on the bright side of thing
lessons learnt,..
guess news spread round till..
argh..

crossin my fingers for my 2nd nite later..
hopefully wont eva see Dr Lxxxxxx again on-call..
makes my blood boils.. puke.

2008-11-25T20:06:00.000-08:00

the pic tat my sis loved the most..
perhaps for some reasons or camera's angle.. haa

puppet winnie..

wei jiao, do u nid to hug so tightly? haa..

my bug palm..

tat's the overview of soft toy display.. haa..

bears being stacked up like cone shaped.. impressed.

xmas decor in orchard.

lovely tone of sky..

and ya, pic taken on eunice's weddin day is finally out..

2008-11-17T23:54:00.000-08:00

was generally quite pissed off today
lunched out with sis @ hawker ctr
was aimed @ by 2 aunties
1st thing, my dear frens hu knows me well knows tat i drank beverages slow..
both aunties came to visit my table approx. 5 times all in all
jus to ask whether i finished my drink
omg. they're so eager to collect my can of drink lo.
and tat's obvious man..!

i mean, wouldnt hab mind if i were approached bout 2 times..
but, but...
too much liao la, cant take it..
they're supposed to clear away plates..
in the end, whew..
collectin drink cans simply seems to be their pioneer responsibility..
angry. pipin hot..!

2008-11-17T18:53:00.000-08:00

went for a swing aft mac's supper.

wow..

the feelin was simply great

felt tat everything was returned to childhood's time

when we were back to bukit batok

when ther was only me, bro mom n dad

when we bought our ice cream each

and went to the play ground to past time in the evenin while waitin for dad to return

when me and bro compete who could swing to the highest height

when we truly smile and laugh to the heartiest

oh well..

missed those old sweet moments..

2008-11-14T18:34:00.000-08:00

finally the trio(me, wei jiao and pei jing) get to work

= on the same day

= makan on the same break

yipee.. gotta thank the in-charge for granting our small small request..

haa..

pretty pretty xmas tree. strike a pose.. hee.

had an insane nite aft work yest.

trio went to prata house to take supper.

had laughter all along the way ther..

much more when we're eatin.

oh man.. cant believe it.

guess tat's the first supper i took with frens while gigglin happily away man..!

lotsa fun experience.

jokes too..!

started off with tis much..

busy calculatin the balance..

man of the day. tat uncle make it jus on time to pose with us hastily.!

blowin kisses exchange..

finally one nice photo tog b4 separated..

and, pei jing took one of my departin pic..

while im on the bus..

gosh.. excited to view it later..

she said managed to take. i posed too..! blushed.

in front of the passengers, did they noticed>?

im gg to memorise this lyrics for the ICU Yr end party

eng song, not very good at tat..

haa..

Where is the moment when we need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

They tell me your blue sky's faded to grey

They tell me your passion's gone away

And I don't need no carrying on

Stand in the line just ahead of the law

You're faking a smile with the coffee you go

You tell me your life's been way off line

You're falling to pieces every time

And I don't need no carrying on

Cause you had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

The camera don't lie

You're coming back down and you really don't mind

You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday

The point is they laugh at what you say

And I don't need no carrying on

You had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

The camera don't lie

You're coming back down and you really don't mind

You had a bad day(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blinkand the whole thing it turns out wrong

You might not make it backand you know that you could be well oh that strong

Well I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most

Oh you and I

You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

You've seen what you like

And how does it feel for one more time

You had a bad day You had a bad day Had a bad day Had a bad day

2008-11-12T00:54:00.000-08:00

aft 3 nite shift duty

tis day which i hab been longin for is finally here

haa. yiippie..

sleepin day and off day

whew.

tired as evidence by *(AED) **((- -)**

-din saw sister yoke despite her crazy and fratic wave @ me

-instant slp on bus

-fell aslp the moment i touch my pillow

-ofcos, the obvious eye bag and dark circle..

sister gt her salary today

lookin forward to her blanja-in..

finally her day is here..

2008-11-10T23:09:00.000-08:00

special day it was.

11.11.2008

quadruat of elevens.

was surprised. early in the mornin..

haa. received a msg from my bro

said tat he wanted to fetch me back from home..

wow.. the feelin was great..!

and he really did.

excited tat he could finally drive on road aft all those tests tat he had gone thru ba..

was tellin mariam tat..

told me to giv him full support..

haa. from tat, i guess we more or less ice break le..

yeah..

one stone hit 2 eggs.!

extremely happy..

inderjit was like followin up on the case tat she passed to me yest

when i saw her tis am

Dr Wesley..

haa, funny eh..

she asked me if he's handsome

the moment i said he's acceptable,

her reply was

then u mus hab been callin him the whole nite..

faint..

2008-11-08T18:14:00.000-08:00

alrite, eliza is bloggin the same timing as me.. haa

random pics as usual..

well, celebrated angel's bdae tat day..

one thing to note.
if eva u're gg to celebrate sm1 else's bdae
make sure tat person is kept bz,

or at least not tat observant type..

she ruined my plan..

knew tat i was gg to dedicate a bdae song for her..

in the first place, i was gg to keep her in the dark

my plan keep ruinin

1st was an unanticipated swee meng.

he said- angel, today is ur bdae rite?

i was stunned. omg.

2ndly, was angel bein too observant..

well well well...

she..

pretended not knowin anything for my sake..

for i planned everything..

cheers to angel..

haa. tat's a good thing..!

gee..

and our finale song is actually my beloved one.

i...

had to hab a terrible stomache ach at tat point of time

omg. sm more its a duet

and im the only one who knows tat song..

oh god. cant continue singin despite my strong will

achin terribly upon completin the first part of song.

something surprised happened yest

got to know private matters bout my neighbours

omg. the relatives actually used the word

"kidnap"

"demons"

jus cant believe the nice lookin couple who lived next door

aint normal like wat we perceived them as..

omg.

gays?

2008-11-07T02:23:00.000-08:00

sad.

aft changin into scrubs

as usual, went to sign attendance

look at the assignment book

hopin to hab a lighter-job room

but

omg.

yes.

in it, tat's wat its written.

Chua MY- rm 3

argh..

hopin mad then

how could they?

aft all, im jus back from MC

god god

pls take pity of this poor girl

serious

i guess rm 3 has gt its own curse.

serious bout it

seems like whoeva who kena tat room will get mc the very next day

first, it was me

then today was thila.

hope tml is not gg to b marivel..

haa..

luckily tml im on PH..

was being commented today

shld get my MC today, follow by PH

tat way could rest longer..

hur hur..

oh well, good ideas often arrives late.

hurray, manage to survive today's "torture"

ofcos special thank to lotsa ppl

-my AN, sera

-sir

-NIC, inderjit

who practically goes round the ward askin ppl to predict and actualise trendcare

heard her voice b4 seein her sia..

2008-11-06T04:06:00.000-08:00

sincerely hope im not in room 3 tml..

manage to escape today.. dut to mc

but poor wei jiao, gt to stand in for me

sorry..

dunno for wat reason

feel giddy and headache sia..

had menses cramp too

severe. nv had it b4.

some say may b due stress?

hmm, query..

anyway, tml gonna sing k..

able to release my stress..

2008-11-04T19:31:00.000-08:00

alrite.. flash back time tunnel.. let's go..!
get together on 041108.
cam whorin lo..

insomnia aft meetin up..
nisa, ur fault..
suggested mtg up on next yr's valentine with our partner..
omg. and its only 3mths apart..! oh no.. impossible, yet, im dreamin away at nite..
hallucinatin me with the blurry image of "him"
oh no.. i cant.. gg insane.
looks like im gg to fail u.. probably mtg u and ana alone instead of even nos?
haa.. yes, and our theory//!
i'll try.. wat's our theory eh? refresh lei.. gee.

candid pic of me by nisa..

not again.. i know u cant get tat from ana la. but..

this bento is simply great.. cos of the salmon..!

unglammed part is the toilet bowl under my armpit.

flyin kisses..

when ppl dun smile, it jus like, tat, unfriendly.. haa. realised..

nisa,, whu r u tryin 2 imitate?

pj's dessert..

and mine.. wow.. ice cream aft buffet..! simply yummy..!

u tryin to.. pose? haa,. favorite salmon at sakae sushi again..! red plate..

special..

2008-10-29T23:02:00.000-07:00

start off with some random pics ba..

tis corn looks old, eh? makes my hair stands when i take a 2nd look.

lovely pink sky.. wonder when it'll eva hab a purple one..

loved the punch..!

wher we slept on our 2nd nite.. tat's not me, ofcos.. haa.

happy singing session..

she's fabulous.. able to make that sign with foot. ahah..

ended our singin session ard 11pm. by the time i reach amk, its ard 1145pm.

ther's this old ah pek seatin beside me when waitin for bus.

keep on lookin at me.. --but not obvious--

ofcos i can sensed it. was tokin on phone with wj

he's so sick lo. wanted to start conversation with me.

"u've gt a nice hp.."

wateva..

when waitin for lift, ther's another ah pek, seems drunk, waitin for lift too..

omg. avoid..

finally, late posted pics on eunice's weddin..

2008-10-28T23:13:00.000-07:00

finally finished my 2nd round of nite le.

whew. shagged. tired.

tis time, it's different.

we cant enjoy the quiet and comfortable slp..

tossed and turned in 3 chairs joined tog early tis am..

simply cant rest. back achin terribly from the hard chair despite cushion..!

sigh..

weird things felt..!

feel uneasy ard 0400-0500hrs..

was alone in the cubicle with 3 patients..

its as if im being watched in a corner by xxx

eeeee.....

luckily one of my patient insomnia, hee..

so he's my savior.. or rather, chat partner to cover up for the errie feeling.

and guessed wat?

im not the only person who felt 'tat' way..

god bless..

was almost driven insane by xx

one of my recent cared patient.

.confused

.refused to slp

.tokin nonsense

.exposed himself by doin stunts

give me a break..!

2008-10-25T21:43:00.000-07:00

yeah.. excited. comin wed gonna kbox-in with colleagues..

countin down..

haa..

and tat happens to b on my slpin day..

panda walkin ard the district..

ya, tat's me..

my nite is startin as of tonite..

crossin my fingers..

smooth smooth nite..

had a good and fillin breakfast with sista tis mornin.

went to 2 different places to makan.

dim sum + prata..

omg.. yes i know of the high cholesterol and calories..

haa. will lost weight from stresses in ward..

haa..

-lookin forward to eunice comin back from her marriage leave

-katherine replyin my msg re: k box-in comin wed..

-findin a suitable slot for a meet up with nisa and ana

-walk about with esther.

-makan session with alicia

-movie and chillin out with HY and angel, ++

2008-10-20T21:58:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zk0RdCp8350

2008-10-20T01:31:00.000-07:00

gt my confirmation letter one day ago..
haa, happy.. though i knew probably i was one of the last to get it..
hee..

2008-10-20T01:23:00.000-07:00

ward was damn busy today..
lotsa outings..
OGD, MRI..
plus no enough staffs to go ard due to MCs..
haix..
its tedious workin am shift.
ratio, 1:4. same as nite shift..
luckily i've gt 1 empty bed.. yeah..
feel tat my work flow is gg more smoothly as time passes by..
tat means better time management. its a plus point! gee.

first time attend weddin dinner alone.
i mean, the fact tat i was invited, havin my name printed on the invitation card means quite alot to me..
i even told my fren, tat im gonna buy the dinner dress aft receivin the invitation card.. haa..
they know me.. gave a quick smile and...
giggles b4, durin and aft the weddin dinners..
click click click..
photo taking session..
we were among the first few to spot the female lead.. 新娘
omg, she's darn pretty and charmin tat nite..

our photos appeared on screen durin dinner.. shocked..
haa.. anyway, waitin for photos to be uploaded..

2008-10-12T00:27:00.000-07:00

hurrAy.. finished my first round of nite..
overall, its still ok. pretty like nite..
though was abit not used to it..
the adv is, we get to slp for two hrs..!
u know, the feelin of slpin in ur work place openly.. haa..

case notes can oso put on cardiac table openly without worryin relatives flippin thru and stuffs..
fantastic..!

2008-10-12T00:23:00.000-07:00

interestin article tat i came across..
(nurses ranked #2)

If you want to find a job that is free of stress, you're out of luck. Only characters in movies and on TV have jobs that don't cause occasional hair-pulling or high blood pressure. These are the same people who have huge apartments overlooking skylines and plenty of time to hang out with friends. Their jobs have unbelievably flexible hours.
In real life, however, every job you take, no matter how big or small, finds you stressed out once in awhile. Whether you're dealing with an endless line of customers, a demanding executive or an uncertain economy, anxiety will find you. It's just part of life.
According to the National Institute for Occupational Safety and Health, occupational stress originates from a variety of issues, including:
- Long hours with few or no breaks
- Employees unable to participate in the decision-making process
- Job insecurity and large amounts of impending change
- Physical danger
Some jobs have more stress than others. That's not to say they're bad jobs, they just require people who are strong enough to handle the increased stress that comes their way. Here are eight of them:

1. Retail Salespeople

Why: Jobs in sales require you to persuade customers to spend money. Customers don't necessarily want to spend money and even if they do, they have a variety of places to shop. Salespeople have to prove their merchandise is the best option. If that weren't stressful enough, retail compensation is often commission-based, which means your paycheck is tied to how much you sell.
What they earn: $24,530

2. Doctors and nurses

Why: Doctors and nurses deal with life and death on a regular basis, a pressure found in few occupations. They have to handle patients while accessing an encyclopedia of medical knowledge. Doctors and nurses who work in hospitals or clinics that don't keep regular business hours often work on little sleep and are on call even on days off. In recent years, doctors have also been forced to deal with an increase in malpractice lawsuits.
What they earn: Internal medicine physician: $166,420; Registered nurse: $62,480

3. Accountants

Why: Crunching numbers requires attention to detail that can make your eyes cross. Not only are you dealing with a client's finances, but you also have to take into account volumes of rules and regulations that change each year. Plus, you're expected to know about minute loopholes and read tiny print that nobody else does.
What they earn: $44,632

4. Teachers

Why: Elementary and high school teachers put up with a lot. Students aren't always easy to control or motivate. Parents who can't understand why their children aren't doing better often place the blame with teachers. And pressure to prepare students for standardized tests means they can't always stick to the lesson plans they'd prefer to teach.
What they earn: Elementary teacher: $43,421; High school teacher: $46,531

5. Firefighters

Why: When firefighters are on call, they've got to be ready to respond to emergencies that range from minor car accidents to huge explosions. They might go an entire shift with no emergency or they might get a call that keeps them out for hours. Perhaps most importantly, they're playing with fire, literally. That's stressful enough.
What they earn: $44,130

6. Farmers

Why: Agriculture requires constant attention, from waking up early to strenuous physical activity. That alone isn't stressful, but having no control over nature is. Droughts, floods, fires or other natural disasters can ruin months of hard work, and you can't do much about it.
What they earn: $23,508

7. Automotive assembly workers

Why: The automotive industry has always been volatile as manufacturers respond to the whims of consumers who want coupes one moment and SUVs the next. Add the pressure of assembling vehicles so that people who spend thousands of dollars can travel safely, and you've got a stressful job.
What they earn: $42,480

8. Stockbrokers

Why: You can feel a bit helpless working at a job that's at the mercy of the stock market and economy. When things are going great, you reap the rewards, but when the financial climate isn't so great or the future is uncertain, you have no choice but to ride it out. Plus, competition is high for these jobs.
What they earn: $61,151

2008-10-08T20:43:00.000-07:00

如果分离是唯一的解脱　
最后的话我来说
如果永远你不必再难过　
遗憾让我来过

就算过去的回忆太脆弱　
连未来也没有我
爱着你　仍是我的执着

2008-10-08T20:00:00.000-07:00

im startin my nite shift duty as of today..
though my colleagues from other wards hab alr had theirs 4 several rounds le..
omg. scary as they had described..
some more sister said tat it had been a norm for our ward's newcomers, tat its has always been busy for their first nite..
i dun wan..
tat's besides the point..
im always the one who's kept busy...
i wanna break all those rumors..
---break break break---
good point is tat i can spend more time with my beloved sisters
had a good laugh yest with them..
my youngest sis takin her end of yr maths paper today
yest was grabbin the buddha's leg..
haa. helped her on trigometry..
info all rusty le. but still manage to recover some from the examples given,..
come'on, it has aft all been 4yrs since i touched maths..!
missed mrs loh method of teachin us maths..
she's a very inspirous teacher.. for both emaths and amaths..!
was sort of influenced by her..
to tell the truth, i actually inspired to b a maths teacher when i was in my sec sch's life, bcos of her..! wow..!

great time posin in train..

priority..! wj posiin behind..@! haa..

wat a day..!

2008-09-29T19:44:00.000-07:00

unlucky event follows..

was sort of told off by one NL dr..
keep askin me if 6c is high-d.
some more i gotta run 2 cubicles.. one iso, one normal.
he's the one who said needs 4hrly monitoring.
changed to closely monitorin my shift..
omg.. he tot so highly of me, can i eat the pills to split myself into half??!
finally finally. as it was always the case, im the one who sent patient out of high-d to icu..
haix.. was kept busy till 1835 lo..
went for dinner break for 15mins nia..

luckily aft work ther's vanessa. went to eat KFC..
haa..

tis was the first time i missed my bus rite in front of me as i was closely lookin out for the cockroaches jus inches away from me..
argh..
stupid cockroach.. scare the hell out of me..

first time receivin calls at late nite(2300-0001hr..)
-call from 色鬼
-call from ward
-call from auntie
-call from lucy, the most shockin news..

yup, tat ended my long day..

still felt a bit wasted, cant change shift with anybody on tue, take AL or wat-so-eva on tue..
kind of missed the "happy hrs" colleagues are gg to enjoy..
singin k, eatin steamboat..
omg.. but its ok, i'll sing when im workin later.. =>

2008-09-25T06:15:00.000-07:00

ps till home today sia..
tot im workin part time
went all the way ther, with manager starin at me with eyes wide opened..
in the end, im not scheduled for work..
omg.. blushed..!
ps ps ps..

2008-09-24T01:34:00.000-07:00

a happy day..
haha haha haha..
was wrongly accused, but still laughin away..
able to imagine?
only we know wat had took place..
outsiders were like, wat's wrong with her..
haa.
anyway, ya, today was one of my happiest and slackest day in ward..
census low..
hurray, keep it up..!
was suddenly missin my frens..
the times tat we spent messin up..!

fun and happy times jus passes by easily..

once had it..

2008-09-22T19:40:00.000-07:00

it was once mine..
a souvenir tat sir gave to everybody when he gt back from japan.
i had one too..

but lost it..
heartache.
it was hello kitty man..!
haix, a pity he bought jus nice for everybody..
cannot take extra..

2008-09-18T23:05:00.000-07:00

several things to update..
1st- was happy and elated tat my ah ma actually had a good opinion of me.. haa.. wow..! surprise surprise..
2nd- was wonderin upon smthing. y mus ppl follow others' footstep? wat's wrong with doin it in ur individual way and style? simple, pure and innocent thing smtimes aint bad either.

3rd- my remaining tio0man uploads,. haa..

2008-09-15T20:03:00.000-07:00

after workin at tsc, was tired. felt sleepy, esp with the rainy season blessings..!
omg..
joined sis chia and colleagues for lantern festival walk..
had fun ther.. pic speaks it all..

nice effects from sony phone..

group pics.. a pity kat and her bf left early..

when walkin with lantern and lookin out for... haa..
omg. im the shortest..! opps.

still like tis candid poto tat i took for sis chia and sons..
engaging.. huh?

like tis pic the most.. can see the candle bridge..! BJ gotta thank me for tat lovely pic.

heart shaped candle was formed..

loved tis effect the most..

2008-09-12T01:57:00.000-07:00

was tellin 色鬼 tat im gonna cam whore today..
but seems like impossible.
sis gt smthing else to attend to. cant go SIRS buildings today.

plus i've gotten sore eyes when i woke up..
u know, typical sore eyes syndrome..
-red eyes
-itch
-swollen

ya, im sway. gotten 3..!
anyway, the movie with ash is cancelled..
sorry for that,.
i really appreciated ur tots and preparations..!
the running and stuffs..
touched till the bottom of my heart..
really..

p.s. does my look corresponds to the name-xiao xue??
haa..

2008-09-09T22:40:00.001-07:00

ok.. tis post shall be my tioman trip's gallery..!
after comin bach form tioman for so many days..
finally here's the pic..!

tis is wher we stay..

blowin kisses to the tree.. so fortunate sia..

for sm reasons, my 手臂 jus seems big..!

anyway, my love for the big sea is shown..

hey hey.. gettin chicky;;

aw, loved the sky lots..

try msgin while steppin in the water. the feelin is simply different.

fear of hp droppin into the water is ther definitely..

interestin one. WJ started off with tat much wordings.

ended up with tis much after my contributions..!

and tis, is amazing. the yellow color, leaf-like aint any thing in nature.

it's prinkles tat we dropped purposely into the sea.

yes, the fishes all came to hab a feast..!

observe carefully n u'll b able to see the fishes..

tis is the burnt mark, by me..! the culprit..

haa. our kind guide knew tat s'pore aint allowed to play with fire crackers,

let me play with his last ones..

it was so shiok. i jumped b4 settin off the crackers.. haa..

funny faces, as always..

tis creature caught our attention.

it's actually some sort of fishes underwater.

beautiful sunset..

simply in love

cheers..! in the mood of singing jus before settin off to snorkelling..!

2008-09-09T05:51:00.000-07:00

haix..
havin annual leave from tue to sun.
n yest, which is mon, happened to be my off day..!
so in total, tis whole week, im shakin leg at home..!
unbelievable.. so unplanned..!

anyway, my com jus gt repaired..
waitin for WJ to pass me her thumb drive, b4 the updates of pic took place..!

2008-09-01T19:02:00.000-07:00

yest= S day ( s for shockin)

found out tat one part of my bag has a big hole on the 1st day of comin back from tioman trip..!
met one of my ex-colleague, who happened to be the one servin me in kbox..!
saw one of my poly fren, whom changed drastically from the physical..
and, she was the one who called out to me.. omg..!
i guess my reaction was damn shockin. as if i wasw filmin some dramas..
attracted some curious onlookers..

ya, tat summarised my yest..!

hookin up to KFC recently..
esp fries with cheese..
hab to thanx wei jiao for accompanyin me..
eatin fast food though she seldom hab one.
haa..

promise, my nest blog will be filled with my tioman's trip pic..!

2008-08-24T04:12:00.000-07:00

whew..! the weather nowadays are simply..
cold..! gonna hab a packed day ahead..!
oh my god..! jus hope tat my wounf gonna heal and lesser wound formed..!

me wearin bikini in tioman's beach.. oh, its kinda shattered..
cos the wound is long and tat part jus cant be camoflagued or blocked easily..!
oh no...

2008-08-21T00:41:00.000-07:00

omg.. ouch..!
had an abrasion wound which is ard 5 to 7cm long near my rite abdomen..!
haix. accidentally slipped when i was workin.. floor was wet..
had a hard time controllin the pain and carryin on my normal routine.

jus simply hopes tat the scar will be less obvious and subsides in a week's time..
if not, my tioman's beach trip will be ruined..!
haa.. lookin forward to tioman..!
though only my colleague and me will be gg after everything tat was pre-planned..
but, we'll sure play till the fullest and enjoy the scenery and relaxation till the end..!

tis week is sort of classify under "stress week"..
JCI audit, with auditors comin from overseas..
everything had to go according to black and white..
no tis, no tat..
mus do tis, mus do tat..
i was actually counted fortunate tat i could hab my off day and PH consecutively..
and tat, hurray, JCI ended early for me..!
by the time im back to ward, its over..!
haa. grinnin away..!

2008-08-18T19:29:00.000-07:00

supposedly planned for redang island trip..
but things always cropped up last min when everything is smooth.
well, me and fren jus couldn take annual leave tog. workin in the same ward, wher work load is heavy and nurses' demand is high..
they jus couldn spare us.. besides, some are leavin.. tat partially explains y..

but the prices varies lots..
as compared with march..
so, decidin for another nice, cool and relaxin place..
suggestion pls..! haa..

2008-08-03T19:29:00.000-07:00

we're gg to be counted as a minus one instead of plus one WEF 11th aug.
the news came as shockingly as i eva expected.
wow wow wow..! time flies man.
well, for one, i knew tat we cant always be under supervision foreva, under the wings of seniors..
ppl jus nid to grow up. and the only to grow up nad mature is to let us be independent..

haa. jus crossin my fingers tat i'll fight it well, with better time management and doin things accordin to priorities..
we can do it, cant we??
aja aja aja..! fighting..!

glad tat i hab a grp of frens who r wellin to listen to my sorrows and dilemma wheneva i feelin low. it really makes vast difference.
well, for one, its the greatest thing tat can happen on earth..
fren's support..
thank guys..!

to nisa and ana..
hope to see you guys comin thurs..!
chat till mouth dry..!

2008-07-27T20:00:00.000-07:00

came across tis meaningful statements.
tot it'll help and motivate us in our daily livings..
here it goes..

世上有走不完的路，
也有过不了的河。
遇到过不了的河，
懂得掉头而回，
也不失为一种智慧。
但真正的智慧还要在河边做一件事情：
放飞思想的风筝，摘下一个“苹果”。
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jus enjoyed the time i spent at home..
with sisters.. they're great to hab..
although i get "bullied" most of the time
-gotta blanja them
-woken up by their noisy-ness
-snatchin my things/refusin to let me hab them..

haa..
AND, smthing embarrassed happened to me..
ate a choco waffle filled with thick choco..
it jus simply melt im my mouth..
oh my..
tat it dripped onto my clothes w/o me knowin..
its a mess.. opps..!

2008-07-27T02:33:00.000-07:00

worked in tsc yest. tat was shiok. after all hab bout one yr of experience..
enjoyed it, though im workin for more than 12hrs..

thrashed my troubles and woes with my dearest lucy mama..
lend listenin ear to her as well..

hmm, learn a lesson from her..
life still carry on no matter how tough it may be..
one might choose diff strategies to cope,
howeva it may be, the ultimate solution is the path tat destined its owner.

2008-07-24T04:34:00.001-07:00

was being commented tat i've got webs on my blog..!
okok, im gg to chase away hardworkin spiders...

haa..
emo today. finally, i let my emo flow out. it has been suppressed for too long, i guess.
tat explains my sadness wheneva im reminded of wat she says.
even writin the contents on a piece of tissue paper stimulated my tear glands.
really hurts. it would be a lie if i dun give it a damn.
somehow, someday...
i'll definitely work in a fast and accurate manner..
somehow, someday...

how do one bcmes think skin?
will i eva transformed into one?
hmm, somehow, someday...
bad or good thing, everything hab to b discovered in the future..

eyes sored from excessive stimulatin of tear glands..
tiredness and brain.. keep on constrictin..
makin headache possoble for me..
dear me.. wat's happenin?!

2008-07-12T05:42:00.000-07:00

felt tat im a J since tat faithful incident.
plus yest's. decided to went temple and pray.
tat's wat i did.

3 out of four is a good interpretation.
let aside the bad bad interpretation.
tat explains y ppl smtimes dun believe in "qian". cos when the result is negative, ppl tends to think its impossible or go into doubt plus depression, bad mood.

now i've the energy and fightin spirit to go for nursing..!
it simpy gives me the drives.
no matter war happens next time, i'll think positively and refer back to the interpretation for further enlightenment.

was tired today. feel like slpin the moment my duty is done for the day.
bribed my sis to do the washin for me.
received bad news from sis tat she was forbidden to do so by g.
omg. wat a day. probably she thought tat i was out playin with my frens?
its not fair. the reason i foung out from my sis is simply stupid.
cos she swept and mopped the floor.
wateva..!

i did tat, plus dishes and washin in one day too..! y doesn she say a thing then?

and so, i decided to throw a tantrum.
refused to go out for a dinner with aunt.
funny sia. i've alr eaten dinner, still ask me along. said all i had to do was to be ther. at most one hr.
who will believe? all those tokin plus waitin and queuin.. wat bout journey?
when i said i was tired, she said i could jus go home halfway thru the dinner.
wat's tat? its even more rude. might as well dun attend, rite?

i dun care.!
like the phrase tat rainie yang said in why why love:
你好像忘了我今年才二十岁！
why mus u treat me out of my age range? its definitely stressin to be in tat kind of situation.
told u tis b4..

我是无敌铁金钢。
i'll jus keep on fightin no matter wat..

okay, tat aside.
wat's the feelin to be an old virgin? adv and disadv?
hmm....